Category Archives: Journal

Posted on May 10, 2012 by tavius

Resentment against yuppies, the 80′s and coke

Listening to the 80's blows my mind.  I cannot believe how powerful some of these songs where back then.  Now they sound weak, and kind of lame, like the 80's?  I am glad I was a kid in the 80's … Read the rest of this entry →

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Posted on April 17, 2012 by tavius

Movie Pacification

I realized today where my affinity for movies probably comes from.  I was thinking about change and how incarceration was the first time I can recall having to change everything.  I remembered how one of the correctional officers would wheel … Read the rest of this entry →

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Posted on April 16, 2012 by tavius

8 Years Ago

I was found passed out under a car bleeding to death!  I was out on bail for assault with a deadly weapon (I hit a bouncer with my pint glass upside the head).  I would spend the next 52 weeks … Read the rest of this entry →

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Posted on February 8, 2012 by tavius

Dating, not only others, but yourself?

I don't have much experience in the "dating" scene.  I tended towards relationships, and those that pursued me.  I did the online dating thing years ago, and actually had a significant relationship from the experience.  However, internet dating can be … Read the rest of this entry →

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Posted on January 5, 2012 by tavius

Journalling, Communication, and Self Awareness for Change

So I tried to write in my journal.  I don't know why but it feels like so much more work to write by hand sometimes.  I miss writing by hand for pages and pages just getting stuff out of me.  … Read the rest of this entry →

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Posted on January 3, 2012 by tavius

How to Get The Most Out Of New Year’s Resolutions! Goal Setting!

Resolutions often fail for many reasons.  The main reason is not maintaining the resolution.  Resolutions are maintained through daily actions which reinforce progress towards the targeted goal.  These daily activities need to be realistic and achievable, while also moving towards … Read the rest of this entry →

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Posted on December 4, 2011 by tavius

Untitled

I startup ACID Music Studio to listen to my latest song "Ricky's Imaginary Friend Alvin", or just "Alvin".  I haven't decided yet.  I only like one part of it, and that is the beat towards the end and some of … Read the rest of this entry →

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Posted on November 24, 2011 by tavius

Thanksgiving Gratitude List

I am grateful for: Love Family and friends The Moment This Moment Conciousness Feelings Thought Unity Shared subjectivity Air Water Food Shelter Sober mindedness Spirituality Money (funny so close in mind ; ) Health Fitness Creativity Opportunity Provisions Blessings Miricles … Read the rest of this entry →

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Posted on October 5, 2011 by tavius

First Rain of the New Season

And the first morning I could see my breath since the rain stopped months ago.  I recently moved back to my hometown area in Calaveras County, CA.  I live in Murphys a preserved gold rush era two now dominated by … Read the rest of this entry →

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Posted on September 29, 2011 by tavius

New book of poetry “Love Lush” in final edit process!!!!

My third book of poetry, "Love Lush" was recently edited and laid out for print by Tom Boyle of www.tombwriter.com.  Tom edited and laid out my first two books as well "Philosopher Stoned-Incarcerated" released summer 2007,and "Philosopher Stoned-Recovered" summer 2009. … Read the rest of this entry →

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