Snowflake Obsidian Heart 

Your life was plucked from the soiled womb of Mother Earth

Worn down in tumbling from hands’ purity

 

Like ingrained patterns of behavior

Balancing mind, body and spirit

When mottled or black and white thinking

Is recognized and released

Illuminating value to successes

 

As well as mistakes.

 

And when I held you in my hands

For the first time

And placed you upon a glass countertop

To gain some distance

And marvel at your image

 

These words had already come to mind,

 

“Ashen flecks fall like snow upon my heart

Melt like mold spores

Spread like salt from tears dried…”.

 

My open hand

At close distance

As if reaching

Took you in

 

Until the man behind the counter commented

A cup that has been emptied is no use

Until it has, again, been filled.

 

After childhood stories over a cup of tea

Fascinated by obsidian found in neighbors yards

And the native uses

For arrowheads

 

I picked her up again

 

And had to give back

What I had taken.

 

Tavius Dyer 11/24/10

Picture of stone and card taken and poem inspired at MoonFyre Metaphysical Campbell, Ca www.moonfyre.net

I am writing again creatively, off and on.  Much of it has been very personal as I process the changes I am going through, some of which I have shared recently in the form of some fresh and raw poems.  I am thankful to be inspired to write again as it has been such a positive outlet for me on so many levels.  I've been cracking open the journal more often lately, off and on, as I am comfortable, which fuels the fire.  I appreciate being able to practice self honesty and learn from turning my awareness inside out, and ultiamtely crafting ways to share as I learn and grow. 

I am grateful for the love and support friends and family share with me as I don't know where I would be without the people in my life!  You all have been so wonderful to me!  Thank you!

Tavius

I lost my mind
Into the orgasm of the moment
Expanding and contracting
With each dying breath
Our bodies
Clenched in climax
Reverberating
From the double helix
Stairway
To heaven
Our DNA
Somehow joined
As siamese twin flames
Burn
Within the womb of this world
From the same fire
We rose
Fueled beyond reality
We were released
Into the cosmos
As clouds
Dissipate
Into the Milky Way
Birth stars
Which become
The constellations
Of our Togetherness
Tattooed
Upon our minds
So that everything
We see
Is fractured
Like

Broken glass.

Tavius Dyer

Rise is to fall

As chest is to

Cliche

Suddenly, I realize how I took to philosophy from day care exercises like the one above, though not as crafty : )

Back to where I was going
Initially

Earlier
In the grips of my mind
Walking the dog around the world like some yo yo trick.

Follow? I can barely keep up.

The way I want to describe what I am talking about seems too ordinary (but how ordinary is that line anyway?)

Fuck the ecology of diction
Fundamental word choice ought to be free flowing. I want my mind as naked as these signs becoming unheard sounds transposed as a transparency of my mind as yours, however vague or unfamiliar.

And that.

Is it.

For.

Now.

Tavius Dyer