A single flame from a candle cupped in the alter boy’s trembling hands as he attempts entry into a cathedral on a cold stormy evening. Though rain poured and wind whipped, somehow the boy was able to deliver the flame to the alter and light all the other candles one by one, flame to wick until finally the alter is aglow and dances as the wax begins to drip.

The Olympic torch is lit and passed like a baton from runner to runner around the world until the opening day ceremony, when finally resting a while at her next venue.

An electrical fire in a wall socket burns a home to the ground. In the smoldering ashes is a family photo.

A feel a fire once in my head, now dormant in my chest, where my heart clenches like a fist fights to keep me alive long enough to let the fire grow beyond my being setting the world aflame one mind, one heart at a time.

Ancient tribes rolled wood on shavings until smoke became flame and flesh were seared and devoured.

In the 1906 San Francisco earth quake firefighters without enough water burned buildings in hope to rob the fire of it’s fuel and contain it. But it was uncontainable.

A black plume rose to the sky and mushroomed like a cloud of an atomic explosion. We were evacuated from our homes and held up the hill in the mountains with the rest of the families who were in harms way, but the winds would shift and within days we would return. Life soon carried on in its usual fashion, forgotten, until now.

Tavius Dyer 9/29/10

Between contractions of our hearts
We entered the still point of time
Hand in hand

Waded into the womb of this holy moment

Birthed beyond our bodies and blood.

Upon the still waters of our soul’s

We reflected each other’s truth
Beyond our own beauty

Surpassed all that was love

To what is Love

Absolute.

Tavius Dyer 9/23/10

Love remains the light from a dead star
So far away it’s taken years to get here
Already imploded
Into itself, consumed
It is no longer what it appears to be
Long before I realize
It has become a black hole
That eats away
At the minutia I know and feel to be.

I must be careful
the meaning I attribute to things
Becomes the story I tell myself.

Fear fulfilled it’s prophecy
As the grey matter of my brain
Has become the antimatter of my mind
Somehow separate, yet tenuously connected
Like stars become constellations.

Our celestial bodies burned like Martian meteors plummet to earth
Yearn impact, only to provide evidence of life elsewhere.

Like the aborted fetus of our love—

The result of divorce prior to marriage.

What demon has possessed my lover?

I rebuke you in the name of Love,
and my sin that fed the beasts within us
Unleashed

Isolating the vibrations that resound from beyond us.

Still the song of love continues with each contraction of my heart
I convert air into breath, to sustain the body that contains this absolute

Which cannot be created or destroyed

Only changed in form.

Tavius Dyer 9/16/10

We spun words poetically

beyond Charlotte’s World Wide Web,

rewrote fairytale and myth anew in an unpublished book,

became hero’s with a thousand faces,

dismounted the theater masks of our personalities,

rode bareback and naked
as Adam and Eve in our love’s garden
beyond Eden,

no.

We found the lost city of Atlantis

her luster lured us into discovery of treasures in our chests
never dreamt to be
sleeping in the sea together
after riding Aladdin’s magic carpet
a tapestry unraveled,
dream catchers having rubbed
together
the genie bottles of our bodies

until there was nothing left to wish for.

The place I had longed for all my life

I found

in your arms
and in your eyes embrace.

Mouth to mouth
you recessitated me—

the lover
I was always

meant to be.

Tavius Dyer 9/14/2010

Flutter Echo

The flutter echo of my heart and yours

reverberates from out a fullness unable to be held within my chest
as it swells oceanically
great tides
emanating, at first,

like electrons whirl around the nucleus of an atom

whiring so quickly as if to become a protective shell

the dilectic of positive and negative charges

transposed

until collision

dispersing the subatomic particles of our varied histories
as these moments between us remain fresh, alive, and unique

shattering our minds into the heart of the moment

pouring out

what is contained

within

felt beyond the swell of my body

present
out side
my self

felt from within you.

Tavius Dyer 9/8/10

I once read somewhere that the average person sleeps about 8 hours a day. We work an 8 hour day. We have a third of our day to do other things, one third of our life is ours to do with as we wish! How many things do we pack into it? And who are we outside of work, and dreams? Does everything add up, or align? Are we living our dreams? Are we using our “free time” the way we really want to, doing what we really want to? Moving towards aligning our dreams with our “work”?

It’s rare someone does what they love for a living. That is an ideal that should be more real, but, it’s not reality for most people. However, the time you do have along the way can be used to move towards working your dreams.

So if work isn’t what you love, and you do it to subsist, what do you do with the third of your life you have power over? Are you empowering yourself, working towards the dream job, lifestyle, state of mind, ect.?

Even the third of our lives we do have some freedom with we have to account for an average of an hour commute time, an hour getting ready for work (bathing, dressing, laundry, ect.), and then meals preparation and consumption, another hour…..

The amount of time we really have to utilize for ourselves is very limited, especially when others are involved. Relationships take time. Families take time.

The point I am trying to make here is that the time we do have is very limited and what we do with it is most important. Do you spend an hour a night watching your favorite television program, or are you taking an online class towards a degree in the field you’ve always really wanted to pursue? Are you surfing the net, socially networking, playing video games, or are you exercising to achieve personal health goals, spending time with loved ones, being creative, ect.

We are our routines. What we do defines us in this world. What we chose daily, our routines, become us.

Hopefully, taking a look at the diurnal has helped you realize how precious time is, and how important it is to use what little we do have to ourselves wisely, hopefully, in ways that move us closer to who and what we want to be, aligning our work with our dreams.

If you have a dream you want to live break it down into detailed and realistic steps based on time requirements. Work those steps into your daily routine and sure enough progress can and will be made! Your dreams can come true.

It’s your life, what limited time we actually have. I hope you use it to move towards living your dreams!

Matt Lewis of www.visualreflectionsunlimited.com took the existing website I created and utilized WordPress to revamp it with a unique and creative new banner and layout! Matt can do graphic design and websites from scratch. He has experience in both web and print design, as well as being a musician himself, so he is quite suited for helping anyone, but particularly musicans build a web page and grow their fan base! Check them out as this is just a rough first round revamp. I look forward to future projects with Matt, including the upcoming online artists communinty website www.artistcollective.biz! If you are an artist, of any kind, or know of one we would be interested in featuring a photo, bio, links, and content and are willing to write reviews as well! Just email your info to tavius@tavius.org!

I hope all is well with you and yours!

Tavius